It is currently 3:33 am, where I am right now. I should be sleeping, but instead I sit here and think about all of the events of the previous day, which for me is still today. I wish I could tell you how easy it was. How everything went as perfectly as I had hoped it would, and that I didn't spend an hour hidden away in the bathroom to cry for 20 minutes. Instead I woke up at 6am to a trashed house, because I didn't have the energy to clean before bed, the night before. Lankybox toy's scattered across the floor in tiny puddles of water. Empty Poland spring water bottles on the table. It was clear that a tiny someone had managed to fit playtime in, while everyone else slept, on top of my lack of energy to not clean up. It took over an hour to finally reign in the chaos, only for me to realize it had just begun. Life in our house is an awful lot like a never ending episode of 'The wild Thornberries' minus the fact that none of us live in Africa, or speak to animals...
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